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Finding passions in life !!!

People disappoint me, relationship fail , emotionally challenged people and unpredictability of relationship is mentally and emotionally exhausting.

What can i be passionate about? i used to be passionate abt relationship, love and people . Too often i always ended up dissapointed bc they didn’t have same level of passions as i did .

Except w him. he was as addicted and as consumed as i was in our relationship. But it couldn’t last didn’t it . Even without the complications we have it wouldn’t last .

Bc nature of relationship between people and emotions is just unpredictable and changeable !! Now that he had move on and cut every contact w me, i am plunged into deep despairs and prolonged sense of unworthiness.

I am so over people and relationship!!!

So what can i be passionate abt? Me ? My self ? I don’t know. I really don’t . I can’t careless abt material objects, i am not attached and not passionate abt my work.

Can i get past this feeling of i am unworthy to be free and love myself !!

I want to be free of my attachment to people’s acceptance . I want to be able to feel connected and belong without having to rely on others people and nature of relationships.

-e- 2014
Reblogged from thelovewhisperer  848 notes

You meet someone, you two get close. It’s all great for a while, then someone stops trying. You talk less, there’s awkward conversations. Then comes the drifting, then no communication whatsoever. Memories start to fade. Then that person you know becomes that person you knew. That’s how it usually goes, right? Sad, isn’t it. By Daily Tumblr Love Quotes (via thelovewhisperer)